Does the saga continue or does it end? Can these two find love and make it work? It all started with To Catch A Fly.
To Commit To A Fly
“Junior, the fish tastes really good, mmmm.”
“You like? Fresh from the Atlantic—”
“Fish pepper soup, just the way I like it.”
“I’m glad. Nothing pretentious about this place; it’s clean, decent, and very affordable in this Buhari economy.”
“I like trying out new places. Thanks for bringing me here. So, what’s on your mind?”
“What’s on yours?”
“I asked first—”
“I know . . . ladies first . . . please.”
“I don’t know, we seem to take one step forward and then two steps back . . .”
“Yeah?”
“I’m not a virgin like you, I have been with other men, deal with it!”
“I’m coming to terms with it. It’s not as big a deal anymore.”
“I like how they serve the pepper soup on wooden fish trays instead of on a rectangular mat . . . do you come here often?”
“What? Yes, yes. May I please hold your hand? Thanks. Your hands are dainty and so soft . . . right now, it’s as if I put my heart in your hands and you have the power to squeeze life out. I haven’t been here before. I didn’t think I would be here . . .”
“Hmmm.”
“You look really beautiful tonight.”
“Thank you.”
“I’ve missed your smile, the way your face comes alive when you talk about something that matters to you . . .”
“Don’t look at me like that—”
“Like how?”
“Like that . . . that . . . you’re doing it again—”
“Isn’t it a good thing?”
“It’s too good. That’s the problem!”
“Ha ha ha!”
“But seriously, being with you has made me rethink what I thought I wanted in a man. I wonder about patterns of attraction and this thing we call ‘my spec’, like how I could be drawn to someone not-so-my-spec, you know? Like if we look beyond the externals—”
“You are my spec.”
“Now you’re making me blush.”
“Girl, I don’t think we should give up. We share the same fundamental values, although our expressions may differ . . . we have the right building blocks—”
“There’s so much to navigate, though . . .”
“If two people are committed—”
“Still love does not conquer all . . .”
I’ve often thought the general definition of love faulty. Like the love songs today, they focus on ephemeral things like desire and feelings. I worry when I see my niece listening to Tekno’s Pana on repeat—”
“♫ Love is a wonderful tender feeling, you dey give me ginger . . . baby pana . . . you like cassava, I get big cassava ♫. Hahaha! Ah ah, but there’s nothing wrong with feelings and desire—”
“Love endures, desire ebbs and flows . . . that’s why I was talking about commitment. You know my parents would be married sixty years this November. My father says an irrevocable commitment to one another is the secret of their longevity. I want that.”
“As do I. My parents divorced when I was nine. I didn’t want to get married for a long time . . .”
“I’m sorry to hear that. That must have been tough.”
“Yeah, thanks . . . but I’ve healed.”
“Old woman, since you persist in calling me Junior, would you like to have more fish?”
“Hahaha! . . . No o, is it because I deboned this one?”
“Deboned? Deboned is an understatement; there is nothing left! Here, have some of mine . . .”
“Are you sure?”
“Sure. So where are we?”
“We’re navigating this ship.”
“That’s not enough for me.”
“What—”
“What I mean is that I’m not doing trial and error. This is it, baby.”
“Neither am I. Sometimes I feel bad about . . . like, I should have waited, kept myself as you have . . .”
“What’s done is done. What matters is how we go from here. I think, and I may be wrong, that you also have to come to terms with it. We’ve all got a lot to learn—”
“True. True. Speaking of learning, how well do you take instructions?”
“Meaning?”
“To the left, to the left; to the right . . .”
“Silly woman. I’m good at football. How hard can it be? Oya give me back my fish!”
©Timi Yeseibo 2016
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